So this week has been nothing but thoughts runnin through my head. Anyone who knows me,knows that all I want outta life is to be happy. which at the current moment I am not…to an extent. At the this pount I feel so worthless some days nd theres people who are willing to tell me that. Leanz is destin for great things…but malina is fading away in the shadows. I dont wana loose who I am in this buisness. So I have decided to make drastix changes about the way I live my life. I have been fighting for approval,but for some its never enough, your always guna looked down upon. Which is why from now im guna live for ME. I might fall on my face but it will that much better when I get up and laugh in all there faces. So whut does this mean. Carrer change???Relocation??? Maybe both. Maybe neither. All I know is im done with everyone elses feeling and put mines first. Im sorry if I dissapoint anyone ,but this me just bein real. And if u kant gimme love for that..then im sure theres people who will. Man woke up today and my whole life mentality did a complete 360°